On days like this...

Especially for parents whose sons or daughters died by suicide.

On days like this...

Postby cmarie » Sun Feb 19, 2012 6:39 pm

I never knew what losing someone was like. This emptiness.

And on days like this... When I am just missing him, when I am looking at pictures of his smiling beautiful face, I need something from him.
A hug, a crooked smile, a look.
Something.
Anything.
And there is nothing,
Nothing. Nothing. Nothing.

So my need is unfulfilled, and I am empty. With enough tears to fill a river.

Oh darlin' boy... I miss you forever and ever.
I'll love you forever,
I'll like you for always.
As long as I'm living,
My baby you'll be.
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Re: On days like this...

Postby psyquestor » Sun Feb 19, 2012 7:01 pm

((((hugs))))) I have no words, but know well that empty feeling. One smile from them would fill our hearts to bursting, and now we have only our memories to cherish. I'm so sorry :(
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I thought I would lay down and die after losing my Son to suicide.
Instead I chose to fight the monster that killed him.
http://www.afsp.org

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Re: On days like this...

Postby Nik's mum » Mon Feb 20, 2012 2:06 am

I know CMarie - I know. ((((((Hugs))))))
It's easy to remember him I do it every day
But there's a pain within my heart that will never go away

http://nik-wilson.gonetoosoon.org/

love and miss you more each passing day
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Re: On days like this...

Postby Crystl » Mon Feb 20, 2012 2:21 am

((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))
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Re: On days like this...

Postby cali » Thu Feb 23, 2012 1:50 am

cmarie, we are here with you. None of us can ever make it alright, but we are holding your hand, right now, as long as you need us too.- that 'too' was a typo, at first. But it feels right. We are here.
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Re: On days like this...

Postby cmarie » Thu Feb 23, 2012 8:00 pm

Thanks Cali. And it does help immensely. Much of the time, it is the only thing that does help.
I'll love you forever,
I'll like you for always.
As long as I'm living,
My baby you'll be.
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Re: On days like this...

Postby Gale » Sat Mar 10, 2012 11:57 pm

(((((Cmarie))))
Today marks Ryan's 1 year. How I hate this. Sorry you are having a bad day.,I am so far behind in posts I need to get caught up. Between councelors and dr appt and work, and my dad dying I haven't found a lot of time to be on here. I have missed all of you and still need your kind words of support

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