8 months without my brother

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8 months without my brother

Postby pixy71 » Thu Jan 12, 2012 4:09 pm

It's been 8 months since my brother has been gone. It's so hard to believe its been this long. I miss him so much. I've been having such a hard time with the holidays and my birthday without him here. I am trying to stay so strong but its hard. I think about him everyday. I wish I could hear his voice one more time. Therapy is helping me cope, but time seems to be dragging. I've cut myself off from family. I just can't deal with them and my greif together. [*]
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Re: 8 months without my brother

Postby norriemills » Thu Jan 12, 2012 4:52 pm

pixy, so sorry for your loss. It's been 8 months since I lost my brother too. In some ways, I feel like my grieving has just begun - probably because I've been in shock for 7 months. Or perhaps because I also lost my mom to cancer in November. 2011 really sucked. I lost 1/3 of my family in 7 months. I looked into therapy but haven't gone yet. I have good days and bad. All I know is that I will never get over it. In my mind, everything has been said - sometimes I find myself just shaking my head because there are no words left to describe my sorrow. Hang in there honey.
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